I remember the first time you overdosed
A fuckin' overload on Meth, paramedics saved your ass
You was close to ghost, you never did know which road to go
It's like you rode the boat, and sailed away and hoped to hit the golden coast
But you sank like the Titanic, the incident, it left your life damaged
And that's when I panicked, you thought you had it locked
Well, you ain't on the right planet, if you're tryin' to live your life right, plan it
It's like your mind vanished, you don't even know that
I wish that we could go back, 'cause it's so sad
When I tell jokes, and you don't laugh like you used to
I really hate to stress it, but you're strange to mess with
So I keep my distance 'cause you always got this blank expression
Like you're confused and unaware of yo' surroundings
Emotions have gone and no one's found it, it's overwhelmin'
Your momma told you that drugs are bad, but you ain't listen
'Til the fire burned your ass, now you understand
Now you always look like you don't know me
And I'm mad at the world 'cause the 'meth took away my homie
Give me back my homie (please, come home)
I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to (like we used to)
(Where'd you go?) I never would've thought my best friend
Be gone in the future (but I was wrong)
I should've stopped you when I had the chance to do so
But back then I had felt like that was too bold
You started hangin' with new folks
And made the drug environment yo' new home
This world is too cold, could I have prevented this? Who knows?
They convinced you that this shit was cool and hip to do
Sayin' it would lift your mood and make you feel invincible
So you started skippin' school, hangin' with these wicked dudes
Unaware that when you got older you played a bigger fool
And it's pitiful, where the fuck they at now?
In they mid-20s, passed out inside of a crack house
Back when you met 'em I had doubts, they put you on the bad route
And when you needed, they help to pick you up, they fuckin' backed out
They fuckin' got you, I can't lie, but now, your brain's fried
You don't even act like you're the same guy, your momma told you that drugs are bad
But you ain't listen 'til the fire burned your ass, now you understand
Now you always look like you don't know me
And I'm mad at the world 'cause the 'meth took away my homie
Give me back my homie (please, come home)
I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to (like we used to)
(Where'd you go?) I never would've thought my best friend
Be gone in the future (but I was wrong)
I ain't never felt this shit before, it gets me sore
I reminisce on us playin' Nintendo 64
And that Christmas in '97, we got new crispy boards
And we was doin' allies in my kitchen on the slippery floor
Shit changed it happened quick, but I can't forget
That you was the first homie I started rappin' with
You could've had half of this back when I had established it
But now, I have to sit and feel bad, look at what your actions did
Man, you were so outgoin' and so hysterical
Seein' you now, is just unbearable, it's terrible
You should've made your choices wisely, fuckin' with poison IV
Without your brain, please tell me, what would your point in life be?
It's a struggle to get your ass to listen
Really hurt me and the rest of your family with all your bad decisions
We always told you that drugs are bad
But you ain't listen 'til the fire burned your ass, now you understand
Now you always look like you don't know me
And I'm mad at the world 'cause the 'meth took away my homie
Give me back my homie (please, come home)
I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to (like we used to)
(Where'd you go?) I never would've thought my best friend
Be gone in the future (but I was wrong)
Excuse me, do you need a ride? Looks like you're goin' downtown
Yes (yeah, yeah, yeah), hop in my ride, well, hi, I'm Chris Dolmeth
I'm your best friend (Chris Dolmeth), I'm all you need (Chris Dolmeth)
If you wanna succeed (hop in my ride, well, hi, I'm Chris Dolmeth)
